Found my way opened my eyes followed by heart. Still empty Cashed it all in feelings aside ready willing . Still empty Purposed by God. All me aside. content://media/external/file/36849 I cant pretend the feelings i hide arent killing me. But i have pride cause im given from inside now the part of mine ….ive tried..maybe […]
Never said my hurt was bigger .never diminshed you hurt too . never told a living soul all i exactly felt but you .and with this expressed exposure.. I still feel a bit confused.. I wont let myself be broken or again mishandled by the likes of you. Never said i was finished healin….from You.
Your hurt has no sting..your stab wont draw blood.. Cause i wont participate. Good still will prevail..your evil is now stale…. Crawl back to your bedroom hell… I wont participate. Friends who left were in disguise masqueraded as alies.. All the while involved in the lies hoping for my demise…but the ending i define … […]
Of expectations of wonder hope…mostly blunder. Of fears..of smears..and recovering years…of unbelievable tears. Of shame of doubt…trying to find my way out. Just let it fill up finally…. Im giving out.. Pretending no more … Lets settle the score.. Im not perfect acting no more… Im fresh out … But full ..so filled out.