Been through some things
Seen even more than I prolly should’ve
I can’t change some and don’t wanna change a lot more
Trust me when I say I WONT DEAL WITH IGNORANCE HATE- CHEERLEADERS, MESSY MARVINS OR CRAY CARRIERS !!!! You can call it what you want but ,I know doo doo when I see it , or smell it , I AINT GOTTA WEAR IT LIKE A HATT!!
I’ve been fighting the truth
I’ve been hoping for the difference
I’ve gone well past done
I’m exactly where I’m meant to be
NOBODY CAN ASSURE YOU HAPPINESS BUT YOU AND THIS IS AN X-RAY OF THE TOLERANCE I HAVE REGARDING LESS THAN ALL
Deep sleep and fatigue hold me in one spot … But a warm breath makes my heart beat faster … I know I’m dreaming because there is no one here but me then I hear a lil whine … OMG , what don’t I remember ?? Then I open my eyes to the sweetest innocence I’ve seen in years ….
Turning 40 has opened my heart wider
Made me hug longer
And kiss deeper
What mattered then , don’t even bother now
40 brings on a realness that makes 30 look novice
Kindness , truth , honesty, and humanity is natural
Sharing , openness, relating to , and compliment is learned exposure
Comparison Competition , and cheating -all stems from desire that’s out of reach
But coming back to nature, returning to your source, and honoring where you are
ALWAYS ABSOLUTES LOVE…….<!
2. To engage in argument by discussing opposing points.
3. To engage in a formal discussion or argument. See Synonyms at discuss.
4. Obsolete To fight or quarrel.
…. NOW WHY EXACTLY WOULD I DEBATE A FACT ??? To debate when you know what you know for yourself just to allow the other person practice at Being arbitrary , is …… Not my interest … That is all!
I wake , or try to, every morning a few hours early cause its quiet, I can think, without distraction. But this morning , my son woke and secretly watched as I loaded a load of clothes , picked up the lil ruminants of their dinner, ironed their clothes for school and put up the dishes from washing last night . He startled me walking in the kitchen .. ” so it’s fall huh, cause the sun not up?” I said yep, he said , “take a nap, I’ll iron my own clothes”. TEARJERKER !!! I told him I had it and he decided to fix his own oatmeal, “this will save you some time”!
… Tell me I’m not enuff
… Tell me I’m in line for you
… Act as if my beauty ain’t evident
… Treat me like I’m a second class diva
You got some nerves …
I WISH YOU WOULD TRY TO DUMMY ME DOWN LIKE IM A CHILD … Grown up and meet me at my WOMAN