I fluxuate 0

Today began so promising Even Being Monday.  I still made it thru all the stay of the day. I watch a Lil TV and flooding. .my heart then my tears on my face.

I go from settle  to worry to straight terror and most times I can stay in place. But just now just the mention of one  word brought sadness in full and replaced.

I now lie typing in fear and faith praying these demons will go where they came. And I’ll wake to another course of training. Being thankful awaking yo grace