You cant make me feel bad for loving myself finally..
Your hurt has no sting..your stab wont draw blood.. Cause i wont participate. Good still will prevail..your evil is now stale…. Crawl back to your bedroom hell… I wont participate. Friends who left were in disguise masqueraded as alies.. All the while involved in the lies hoping for my demise…but the ending i define … […]
Of expectations of wonder hope…mostly blunder. Of fears..of smears..and recovering years…of unbelievable tears. Of shame of doubt…trying to find my way out. Just let it fill up finally…. Im giving out.. Pretending no more … Lets settle the score.. Im not perfect acting no more… Im fresh out … But full ..so filled out.
I crossed them all.. I gave it all. All before i should have. I took a chance and times up . Update my expected desire. Place feeling a face suggested a name. This time totally different so outcome must change. Im rearranged. The ball’s in your lane. I’ll wait..
Have you ever had a place in you so hidden it exploded when it was touched…it peeled back the shameful cover and bled out the false attached… Caressed it unhooked..unlocked unfolded free from all restrain..then the dive inside released the waters life again did spring… Over the hurt..over the pain..drowned all the terrible things that […]